Wednesday, July 27, 2005
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i luv u God.
at 9:51 PM
Sunday, July 24, 2005
today when i shepherd Joey, i told her tt one day if there will be no more service or cg to attend, would will she do? at the same time this question came back to me. truth is,
will i slack which can lead to backsliding?
will i still continue to spread the gospel?
will i still love God?
this shudders me. i mean imagine one day your love for God slowly disappear. you no longer believe in the truth but just kept on living a life of denial. no matter wat miracles God puts in your life to show you His presence exist, your heart is harden. *screaming - NO!!!!*
scary huh. i reali fear this kind of life. in God is where i found joy and i knw no matter wat happen to me, there's someone who is willing to carry my burden for me. i admit at times, i reali sux. haha! but well, i knw deep in my heart my spiritual family tt God has bless me with, are always there to correct me and to accept me for who i am. whao, tell me, where can i found this kind of spiritual family? =)
at 8:40 PM
Thursday, July 21, 2005
whao...reali hate it when people make me wait for them. urgh! how i wish i can flush them down the toilet. okok, jk! haha! *repent* anyway guess wat? there's a crushed and dried-up lizard on my toilet door! sounds gross? hmm...wait till u see the photo. wahaha! sori man i was kinda fansinated by it. *guess i'm meant to work in OT ba*
God? u there? can i ask how long must i wait? 1 year? 3 years? i duno whether u will tell me but still, i will work towards the goal. Joey n Jo-N = CLs for God! today i asked my fren abt relationship. i ask her, "hey how u knw whether u are ready to go into a relationship?" she replied, "well i guess through trial and error." i was kinda surprise to hear this not coz it's my 1st time hearing it but rather this answer is so insecure. don't u think so? hmm.
honestly, i'm feeling quite fan. am i too greedy? but all i want is to extend His kingdom. guess it's time to sleep n forget abt it! well these are personal goal:
1. By 2005, Joey and me will became CLs. (meaning two cgs will birth out!)2. 2 years later, be a PnW leader and a drummer.3. Nursing is my future.
at 11:08 PM
Monday, July 18, 2005
Loving you.God, wat can i say?
everything tt i thought it was impossible, is now coming to past.
with your endless grace and mighty power,
my life is so strengthen by you.
breathing in the air everyday,
reminds me of your love for me.
even just listening to the sweet singing of the birds,
reminds me of the gentle whisper of yours.
like David expressing his love for u,
here i am, confirming my feelings for you are real.
loving u is the best thing i ever do so,
use me,
use me to the very best.
coming week, exciting man!! lots and lots of events to see God's real-ness in the group! goal, 50 for God.
at 12:25 AM
Monday, July 11, 2005
Guess wat?guess who is the guy beside this posting? yesh, it's RAIN! wow..i spotted him in this korean tv series, "Sangdoo, Let's go to school!". man, i find him reali cool n cute looking..haha!!! anyway Dawn says that he looks abit kinda like Wilber pan. n true, i like Wilber pan too! hehe! i think any guys tt looks like them, i will drool. no la jk..!!! =)
finally waiting for a super super long time, i got my DRUMSET! woohoo! i am gonna practice hard n be a drummer for Christ!
anyway this few days i've been doing my QT in the books of Joshua. so inspiring n refreshing! y? coz it is always telling me abt God's presence will be with me. have faith n courage to do wat is rite in His eyes! aren't tt cool? yeah...this month, NYP3's harvest month. gotta work hard man!
o yeah b4 i forget, did i mention this wed at 4pm, i am gonna play badminton?? haha! Apple n ya gang and jill, u guys gotta come ar!! don't say tt i nv ask u guys to come along! haha! play b4 exams come. er...not me, i mean the rest coz today is only my 2nd week in sch.
a pic to entertain u guys.
Jo-N: "er...is it time yet?"
Donald:" shut up la, i'm trying to look good."
at 1:05 AM
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Under Construction.yeah folks, as you can see the heading up there. sorry for the super plain blog. =)
at 9:10 PM
Monday, July 04, 2005
Somethings worth rejoicing.with much confidence, i can finally say that this is the time of great harvest and seeing personal breakthrus! b4 this week came, my life was in a total mess. . . i thought i have overcome lots of stuff in life and i keep on trying to deceive myself abt certain thing. BUT how rite can i be? alot of precious lessons i learnt for the past 3 days. lessons that i know i can never learn if i were not going thru wat i was going thru. but well again, it's over! "Let's praise the Lord, come on and praise the Lord! Rejoice in His name eva more!"
motivation and faith level had been increased. NYP3 will nv be the same again.
when Lester haven't come into NYP3.
Lester's birthday! now one more person is missing.
anyway, i am wanting to change my blogskin but i have no idea wat to change to...got any idea? hahhaa!
at 10:08 AM
