Friday, March 31, 2006
Attachments.drop dead. feets giving way. brain shutting off. BUT it was rather fruitful. tis week's attachment was fun & i reali learnt alot! learnt to do discharge, dispatching and labelling of forms, IV antibiotics and giving injections, writing and passing reports! it was tough doing all these coz for the very 1st time, i force myself to stick to the staff nurses and kept pestering them to teach and let me do. HAHA it is reali a different side of me. (">) hopefully, the next 5 weeks of attachment will be as fruitful and reali prepare my heart to be a staff nurse in the future.
exams? yeah last whole week was my papers and man.... i think i am most confident of the last paper lor. HAHAHAHAHHA. typical of me.
ok la i reali super tired....and later got caregroup....urgh. hopefully i won't sleep during cg. won't write anymore. chao~
at 4:08 PM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
finally tml will be my last paper! =) reali waited for tis day to come man. . . . anyway reali looking forward for attachment, reali wonder how i will progress working the ward. hehe~ well, here are some pictures.
i will miss tis group alot. =)
Veron & Eugene's B-day celebration.
twam, it is where i belong now. a bunch of awesome people!! Roy, the CL of tis team, is a great pal indeed. someone whom i knw i enjoy talking to alot. Thanks dude for being there always. God will certainly grow tis anointed team.
back to studies. . . .JIA YOU JIA YOU!
at 12:13 PM
Monday, March 20, 2006
Sucky paper.step into the examination hall with tired eyes and an anxious heart. last night slept at 10pm coz of a sudden attack of bad flu. i knw, i should not use flu as an excuse to say that today's paper is bad. honestly i felt so condemn on the way home after the paper. . . . i studied the book twice b4 i slept. . . could hear that the devil was giggling and calling me stupid. nv felt so down in my life man! =( but still, i thank God for my mom who just knew that she shouldn't ask me how was the paper. HAHA. well, came home n just refuses to study anymore (just like some kid sulking away), i just watch TV, surf internet and played with Jeff till 4.30pm? y 4.30pm, coz i suddenly fell asleep. *gulps*
just so much for God's wisdom, when i woke up at 5pm, i knew how wrong i was! just within a half an hour nap, i felt so refresh and felt like as though that was the longest nap i could ever had. weird huh. . . anyway i started to reflect on why i felt tt way and done some things i shouldn't have done. well, came up with a list to fast from. a solution that i knw i will see myself grow more and outgrow of my emotions that affects me badly. =) Yesh, i must grow to lead!
anyway, thanks Hannah, Joyce and JiaYen for the encouragement tis morning. i hope i can pass the paper.
Listening to: Still by Hillsong Australia.
at 9:11 PM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
taking a break now from my studies. finally finish 3076 but of coz need to re-study the whole 3 books again. =)
anyway last night i was reai feeling so lousy man. and darn it, someone saw me teared. URGH. well, this morning i woke up feeling so good. i know it is not feeling base but rather coz b4 slept last night, i told God that i am giving Him all that is troubling me inside. HEHE. now tis coming week it's nothing but my exams. so gonna concentrate on my exam and of coz my choir!!!!!! wow, reali darn excited to conduct the choir!! reali luv my ministry alot. =) no matter wat i had complained or being upset about, i know tis ministry and my walk with Him will still continue on.
BTW! Singers and Choir members wanab for God and who loves impacting the crowds with your voices(
must b able to sing) and dance, pls come and find me! COME COME COME! ! ! leave ya name and which unit u come from on my tagboard. LET ME KNOW.
hey, if you think u got wat it takes, use it for God's kingdom ba. don't hide it away. Nothing ashame to sing in church. Get it? =)
at 2:16 PM
Cry on my shoulder - By OverflowYou say you're falling apart
Reached the end of the line
Just looking for your place in an ordinary life
No one calls you friend
No one even knows your name
You just want to feel loved instead of all the pain
You no longer have to say
No one's listening anyway
Come here and cry on my shoulder
I'll hold you 'til it's over
I'll rescue you tonight
Let My arms be your shelter
Your hiding place forever
I'll love you more than life
You're wearing a frown
Given up on hope
My heart is reaching out
More then you will ever know
Is your burden too much?
Is it more then you can bear?
I'll help carry the load if you're willing to share
You no longer have to say
No one's listening anyway
Come here and cry on my shoulder
I'll hold you 'til it's over
I'll rescue you tonight
Let My arms be your shelter
Your hiding place forever
I'll love you more than life
You have had some hard times
Had thorns placed in your side
I know about what you've been going through
tears of pain are falling down
It hurts so bad you're crying out
Your problems won't last forever
Let Me put you back together
Come here and cry on my shoulder
I'll hold you 'til it's over
I'll rescue you tonight
Let My arms be your shelter
Your hiding place forever
I'll love you
Come here and cry on my shoulder
I'll hold you 'til it's over
I'll rescue you tonight
Let My arms be your shelter
Your hiding place forever
I'll love you more than life
I'll love you more than life
honestly duno is tis band singing for God or singing in the view of God.... but well, tis song is beautiful. ain't that comfortable to knw that even if i cry in a small corner, God is there to lend His shoulders for me to cry on.
in total slient, i just cry my hearts out.
at 12:17 AM
Thursday, March 16, 2006
Teamwork."College was the ultimate test of teamwork, and nine out of 10 jobs require you to work with other people. If you aren't willing to compromise how you work to fit the needs of others, you're probably not going to make it very far."-- 2002 broadcast news grad
"There is undoubtedly someone you will work with that you will not get along with; learning to deal with different personality types is crucial in career development."-- 1998 international business grad
"All of my previous positions required teamwork. It is as crucial as your professional skills. You've got to understand that even people of the same nationality and religion are very different. In teamwork there is no place to say that something is absolutely white and other is absolutely black. You shouldn't impose your strategic values to others, especially when you manage even a small group of people. I don't remember who told me this, but life is only 10 percent how you make it, and 90 percent how you take it. So just bear in mind, that no matter how smart you are, there'll always be someone who is wiser than you actually are. And there is always something to learn, even from those who are much younger than you."-- 2001 grad
"Dealing with various personalities is something that can make or break you."-- J.P. Politano, 2001 management grad
took it from
http://www.quintcareers.com/Real_World/teamwork_skills.htmlrather cool. ok gtg back n study! JIA YOU TO ALL THE 3rd YEARS NURSING STUDENT! our last lap.
at 2:57 PM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
Emotions Mix.last night had a great night with Hannah. we talked about our future and about wat's going on in our lives now. actuali wana wake up in the morning at 7.30am to bring Jeff for a walk then i will head for my free dance and Hanhah with her studies. But, i was so super tired that i didn't even realise my alarm clock rang. So in the end all plans were cancelled. HAHA. but well, Han and Joey came and so the 4 of us were having fun. i think we are all suppose to study but in the end only i didn't study coz the moment i opened my book, my sinus came and my eye became itchy! darn it man. :(
anyway, i think now a days, i realise that i always feel lousy easily. duno is it because of my exams or because of something else. . . tis is bad.
God, you gotta keep me strong in You. after wat the pride of your life has done for me, i want to continue and win tis battle.
at 10:48 PM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
A good Lesson i missed.WORSHIP REDEFINEDWe've heard that worship is a lifestyle. But what exactly does that entail? We have read books and heard sermons ABOUT worship. But what exactly is it in God's terms? Worship takes on many forms.
The highest form of worship we can give is our
OBEDIENCE.
1SA 15:22 But Samuel replied:
"Does the LORD delight in burnt offerings and sacrificesas much as in obeying the voice of the LORD?To obey is better than sacrifice,and to heed is better than the fat of rams. "
ROMANS 12:1 '...offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God - this is your spiritual act of worship.'
MT 7:21 'Not everyone who says to me, `Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven.'
DO IT RIGHT !Now that you've understood the definition of worship, let it transform your mind. The lyrics you sing will now bear stronger significances.
· All other forms of worship MUST stem from obedience.
· Your worship to God will never be the same."I was made to praise you. I was made to glorify your name, in every circumstance to find a chance to thank you. I was made to love you. I was made to worship at your feet and to obey you Lord. I was made for you." - Chris Christensen
* Rhythm and melody are two of the basic elements of music. When pulse aware, we become more confident of our entries. It will eventually help us develop ease with our singing and flow better with the style of the song.BELIEVER MUSIC INITIATIVE
'Quality Music Programs'
Website:
http://www.BelieverMusic.comif you have not understood wat worshipping God is all about. tis is it. as a believer, i will say that it is singing a self-own composed song to God with our voices, no matter are u tone-deaf or not. =) last night at 2am, i was reading Luke 11 (The Message). boy, was i so refreshed by wat i read!
Luke 11:5b-10a
Ask for What You Need"Imagine what would happen if you went to a friend in the middle of the night and said, "Friend, lend me three loaves of bread. 6An old friend traveling through just showed up, and I don't have a thing on hand.'
7"The friend answers from his bed, "Don't bother me. The door's locked; my children are all down for the night; I can't get up to give you anything.'
8"But let me tell you, even if he won't get up because he's a friend, if you stand your ground, knocking and waking all the neighbors, he'll finally get up and get you whatever you need.
9"Here's what I'm saying:
Ask and you'll get;
Seek and you'll find;
Knock and the door will open.
10"Don't bargain with God. Be direct. Ask for what you need.when i read tis passage i was in awe. i mean how true is tis passage! sometimes when my friends calls me for help, i will tend to have the temptation to shove it away and do wat i have to do. but in the end, i can't help it but to help them. simple because they are part of my life. v10 reali hit me hard. here is another part of luke 11 tt is powerful.
33"No one lights a lamp, then hides it in a drawer. It's put on a lamp stand so those entering the room have light to see where they're going. 34Your eye is a lamp, lighting up your whole body. If you live wide-eyed in wonder and belief, your body fills up with light. If you live squinty-eyed in greed and distrust, your body is a dank cellar. 35Keep your eyes open, your lamp burning, so you don't get musty and murky. 36Keep your life as well-lighted as your best-lighted room."tis verse reminds me of wat i saw on TV today. it was a Navy commercial on this guy that when he was flipping thru the newspaper, he saw himself in the newspaper. then when he walk pass the bus-stop, he saw himself on a advertisement board. he was kinda proud of himself i think. then when he went to the movie, it was a movie about his life. as he was watching he realise that everyone in the cinema was sleeping away. (this was actuali very hilarious!) then this sentence appear, "Your life is like a movie. Boring? Join the Navy." i think it was something like this. but i give a thumbs up for tis commercial coz i think v33-36 is like talking abt this commercial! wat if everyone in this world is watching your life like a movie, wat kind of rating you hope you will get from everyone?
boring? interesting? impactful?
as believers, don't we want everyone to see Christ in us? don't talk abt hypocritism (it is just an excuse). if as simple as u want to be Christ-likeness, work towards it n stop harping on how hard it is n u can't do it. i mention tis because i was once like tis n sure sometimes it is so easy to bring in not wanting to be a hypocrite as an excuse. =)
k la, i tired liao. *yawns* lets work together as one whole body. ^^
at 11:53 PM
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Painful.hurt my second finger during dance class. *ouch* guess when i wake up tml my finger surely swollen one. but i had fun during dance class! it's reali great to see myself completing a dance. feels so satisfied. haha! but anyway, i flunk my theory test again. not planning to take liao. *white flag* honestly i felt so discourage and upset. on the way to meet veron in bishan i was thinking why i fail again. this time i got study lor. imagine the word "FAILED" appears on the com screen. my heart reali drops. =(
now determined to build up choir and singing ministry n as well as dance. of coz not forgetting studies too. last lap liao so gotta jia you!
aja aja fight-ti! gotta do QT liao. now i'm loving the Word more. =)
at 12:20 AM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Jokes about Singaporeans.Story 1Ah Lian asked shopkeeper, "Eh Ah chek, u got sell stocking up to knee, boh?' Ah Chek replied, "Lu siao ah! stocking wear up to 'yeo' (waist) only, where got up to the 'nee'(breast) one?"
Story 2The Titanic was sinking and there weren't enough lifeboats. So the captain had to persuade male passengers to jump into the icy water to make room for women and children. To the British he said, "You must act like gentlemen." They jumped. To the Americans he said, "You can be heroes." They complied. To the Germans he said, "It's the rule." They obeyed. To the Japanese he said," It's the consensus." They obliged. Then came the Singaporean and they just weren't budging until he came up with the appeal: "Free life jackets for those who jumped."
at 5:01 PM
For MeiHua.MeiHua, if u are reading this, i just wana tell u that you lead really well for pnw during ss! =) honestly i am so proud of you!! finally, you learn to lead on your own and indeed your enthu spirit was contagious. ^^ i think you also knw that i always see you as a powerful woman of God. your craziness n simplicity nv fails to impact me! Di-ans! treasure your UL man. anyway lets prepare our heart for Easter dance man!! =) realli excited. hehes.
had fun in cg on sat. praise was hilarious but i am glad that everyone was having fun! =) God thanks for using me to the fullest. continue anointing me!! i yearn to see the day when my voice heals broken souls. it's all because of You i desire this.
at 1:21 AM
